Didn’t think I’d ever say that, but I need something to do everyday! This is driving me crazy. Trying to keep myself busy everyday has become somewhat of a struggle. It’s usually a rotation between bed, desk, couch and fridge. I’m thankful I have some friends who have flexible schedules that I can see, but being by yourself for most of the day 7 days a week is pretty lonely. And trying to keep busy? Not really possible.
Just as depressing is going on job interviews, hitting it out of the ballpark and not getting it! It really kills me when I would LOVE to work there, think it’s interesting AND there’s a two week paid vacation at wintertime! Does it get any better?
If I’m offered this job tomorrow, I’m not sure what I’m going to say. I don’t have that feeling you get when you know something is right, and my gut is telling me no. But, I would have a job… and I would be working in a niche industry (good thing?) and I would eventually become an expert. But I also know there is other work out there, and something else will make give me the “it” feeling. Do I wait? Or take this job?
“You’ll have a boss who makes you feel like you’re nothing. It doesn’t have to be in a Devil Wears Prada way. The cruelty can be much more subtle. Don’t let them get to you though. They have no idea who the hell you really are and you’re probably going to have their job someday so…”